Have I told you I overextend myself? That, perhaps, I don't think things through far enough to actually realize my few (lmao) limitations?
Sure I have.
And nothing brings that shit home more than releasing a book every two months. Like, seriously, what the fuck was I thinking? Manic thoughts, most likely. And then there's my delightful way to book three events in less than a month, because why the fuck not? 🤯
I saw another author book like a dozen events between now and the end of the year. She was going to add a few more.
Travel expenses. Table expenses. Book expenses. That shit adds up quick.
Toll on the body...more than.
After an event, it is sheer willpower that gets me to pack my stuff up and put it in the car.
Because it's a necessity. And some authors have this down to an art. I'm kinda in-between. Have a system. Depends on how many books sold.
Either either.
What I've circumvented but didn't address, yet, is the fact I haven't written on The Gordons in about a week. I needed to restock my books for the upcoming events. Edit. Make reels. Put myself out there. 😑
When can I put myself back? 🤣
That's my cluster on a Thursday morning. Trying to find a balance when that's not my usual SOP.
Let's all have a moment of silence for my peace and sanity, please.
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