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Thursday, April 16, 2026

Speaking of Medusa...

...my fourth book in my current series is all about her and her sisters.
Also, just broke over 40,000 words. 
Brad Pitt...you know the drill.



Medusa

She seems to be all the rage as a symbol of women retaking their power. I'm all about that life. For decades, I grew up with the one-sided knowledge that this evil serpentine chick was turning people into stone. re: Clash of the Titans circa 1981.
No CGI. More of a stop motion animation for the creatures depicted.

Then we had a little Queen of Hearts action--"OFF WITH HER HEAD" type business. Because we can't have this monster floating around turning others to stone.

But who turned her to stone first?
Poseidon? Who raped her in Athena's temple as Medusa was a handmaiden to the goddess?
Athena? Who, instead of kicking Poseidon's ass, cursed Medusa with the headful of snakes?
Both.
Fucking both.

There's a reason I love mythology, all cultures. 
It's intense. Sister-wives. Father-husbands. And oh so many variations of this.
Great storytelling. 
These fuckers are icons.

We've named days of the week, months of the year, planets, and companies after them. 
Take Nike. 
Amazon.
Pandora.
And so many more.

These tales have stood the test of time and then some.
They've thrived.

But they're like Grimm's Faery Tales. 
Most endings are traumatic as fuck all.

People polish them. Take off the rough edges. Parse down the cutting of organs and flesh from bodies. Highlight the good shit.

Medusa is having her hey day again. If ever there were a woman who encapsulated femininity, female rage, and woman power...it is she.
But let's remember.
She was once a simple handmaiden that a man wouldn't leave alone. And servant to a woman who punished her for existing.

Raped. Body and soul.
She deserves her flowers.
And a happy ending.



Wednesday, April 15, 2026

Smoothing the edges. Filing the corners.

Many, many times, I will come up with an idea for a book and then need to backfill to the tune I'm G'ing "Augmented Reality" because I needed the specs to explain a situation. Vague, yes. It's for my erotic romance book. Immersion level, hardware, and environment. Plus, I needed a few additional items. For, perhaps, a paragraph of dialogue. 
And this morning, as my mind decides to whir around a bit:
In an older post, I couldn't remember the name of the app where you could control two Twitter accounts at once. That's TweetDeck, folks. Courtesy of my shit finally kicking in this morning.
Also, I don't think I can smooth out the edges of my erotic romance to my satisfaction. Translation: I'll have to introduce "alternate means".
sigh
I love it when the premise fits my other information, and we rock on with our bad self. When, as is sometimes the case, it does not jibe, I need to bring in the circular saw, sandpaper, and the patience God never gave me.
It may mean I change the trope. Or, perhaps the genre or subgenre. Add a character or two. 
Stories are malleable. Don't get locked up in your head that it has to be a certain way. Books are living documents until you publish. And, EVEN THEN, they may be torqued.

In the case of my erotic romance, I'm looking at changing the genre from Contemporary to Paranormal. 
Do I like it?
Ehhhh...not sure yet. I don't want it to change the dynamic between the two main characters. I'll ponder this over the next few days.

In other other news, if you're in the Midwest, batten down your fucking hatches. Shit is rallying again today. 
Then again, Oz doesn't sound so bad right now.

Sunday, April 12, 2026

I love the OKC Thunder

Our boys are amazing. The team's leadership and tutelage second to none. Brilliant staff and roster.
Having said that, my creativity is like hey! HEYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
Let's make a rap.
Yeah.
Not a "wrap". Think Dre and Eminem. RAP
Did I?
Fuck yes, I did.
My fifty-four year old ass has got the flow, people. 
bahahahahahaha
anyway...ahem
Here it be.
This links to my personal FB. 
I've put this post to public.
Ah...sweet relief. 

Now...back to The Gordons.


Friday, April 10, 2026

Why, yes. I'm on the G searches

Thought it would mostly be a writing day. ALAS, my short ass has to rewrite a minor character. This minor character has beef with my Gordon sisters. So kiss my short butt. I've found another deity to fit, but now I'm wondering if I want to make this new deity the owner and leave the other character? Either way, this new deity is too big for my story. Will probably be mentioned in passing. I'll have to research another minor deity. Or make one up, at this point. *shrug*

Also, it's damn early. And these are my G searches thus far:

black gloves with button
EngelMuller snap
black iron
what's a good metal snap?

Then I went DOWN a deity hole about four layers deep. Had to get the jaws of life to pry me out.
whew

Almost forgot!
I use OneNote, as I've stated. And I LOVE the tabs and whatnot. Except, you know, when I have like sixty and can't remember where I put shit. I've got them descending alphabetically because that's at least in some semblance of an order. 
But I've found that I like to put the deity name, the pronunciation, and occupation. Except sometimes, ya girl likes to put the occupation or place first.

Yeah. I can't stand myself.
Thanks for asking.

FUCKING HELL. 
Just published this. Went back to my OneNote. I put two tabs in "The Morrigan" notebook instead of "The Gordons"!
*kicks everything*

Thursday, April 9, 2026

20,000+ words, baby!

Yep. It's me. Giving a small update on my book 4, The Gordons, in my mythological retelling series. 
Getting good.
Hope to squeeze about 3,000 more words today. More this weekend. *fingers crossed*

Interesting G searches thus far:

Kunafa
Tres Leches
Red eye color
Eir pronounciation
Doctor gown
What is the origin of Om Ali?
What are those damn things at the end of the staircase?
Chili rellenos

Woot! And we march on...

Wednesday, April 8, 2026

When I don't write

Tuesdays are a write-off. ha
I have Spravato that morning, and I'm cooked the rest of that day and sometimes into the next. Wipes me out.
But I've noticed that when I don't at least have the opportunity to write, my brain fills it in.
Example, I'll think of older books I need to revise and publish. I'll think of books I started but did not finish for...reasons.
Then I become the twitchy ball of fun we all know and tolerate.

Story ideas are literally everywhere. I like to tell the story of how Canary, the series, came about. I was driving home after work, and I passed a work truck with the name "Canary" on the side. This was obviously four or five years ago.
But the word stuck. And my grey matter immediately went to "canary in a coal mine" which is some fucked up business for said canaries.
But I couldn't get the idea of a character who put herself in situations as the canary in a coal mine. On purpose. For overwhelming and traumatic reasons.

I LOVE damaged characters. They are my jam, jelly, and whatever other toasty condiments exist. Because they arc the hardest. Because even though I never FIX these characters I write, I give them people to surround them with care. A path yet unexplored. And the ballsiest balls that ever existed to move forward.

Ah, where was I going?
Story ideas. That's the ticket.

I have a list of over two dozen titles, most with genre, I need to write. I've started on at least half a dozen of them. But the timing wasn't right. Or I began another story. Or...heaven knows. I just live here.
But I can't understand an author stating that they hope they have another story idea.
What breaks my heart, is that I will never be able to write all the stories I want because my list is constantly increasing. 
And while my short ass is hell on wheels at the keyboard, even I can't keep up with myself.
In the Book of Crystal: Issues 24/7.

I write on the weekends because I know Tuesday is a hard pass. And lately, I've been doing pickups on Monday. So that's also a no-go. But I write Saturday and Sunday because I can't...not.
Murphy has begun to give me the side-eye, which I perfected decades ago. Apparently my feline son has picked up the habit. 🙄
Because he is the top priority in the household according to the Book of Murphy: Needy 24/7.

That's it for me. 
Off to the land of Enchantment. And no, I don't mean New Mexico. Though, that's a killer motto.
You know us. Oklahoma is OK.
meh
Not really.